{"id":3671,"date":"2023-10-07T15:04:34","date_gmt":"2023-10-07T19:04:34","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/raisedbyswans.com\/?p=3671"},"modified":"2023-10-10T13:14:28","modified_gmt":"2023-10-10T17:14:28","slug":"3671","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/raisedbyswans.com\/?p=3671","title":{"rendered":"&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>#13 of 20.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>sharing the songs individually wasn&#8217;t meant to take nearly this long.<br>the remaining eight will be posted over the next two weeks or so. <br>i hope everyone&#8217;s okay.<br>love,<br>eric.<br>p.s. CD copies of both the new album and volume 1 (which includes &#8220;trains we both missed&#8221; and &#8220;pale blue black  holes&#8221; as bonus tracks) are still available through bandcamp.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><strong>shadow in your hand<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>wild as <br>the pain that <br>you\u2019d run from<br>for so long<br><br>combs of <br>grey ocean <br>in your hair<br><br>slow dancing <br>twin stars<br>captured <br>then disarmed<br><br>glimpses <br>of glory <br>from nowhere<br><br>oblivion<br>i knew you\u2019d come<br>to pour us both out<br>bottles in the sand<br>bottles in the sand<br>the fallout in the clouds<br><br>in plumes of steam <br>a camera dreams<br>signs i should have seen<br>shadow in your hand<br>shadow in your hand<br>whatever could it mean<br><br>how could <br>i have thrown you <br>a rope<br>tried from <br>the eye of <br>a whirlpool<br><br>snow fleeing <br>from summer<br>lost sheep <br>uncovered<br>lone wolves<br>exposed to <br>each other<br><br>oblivion<br>what\u2019s done is done<br>you poured us both out<br>bottles in the sand<br>bottles in the sand<br>the fallout in the clouds<br><br>in plumes of steam <br>a camera dreams of<br>signs i should have seen<br>shadow in your hand<br>shadow in your hand<br>whatever could it mean<br><br>shadow in your hand<br>shadow in your hand<br>you played it <br>on to me<br><br>come find <br>me again<br>in that lost <br>moment when <br>you offered your hand<br>then took all <br>i had <br>left<br><br>if i\u2019d had <br>a fighting chance<br>i\u2019d have passed <br>on the<br>last dance<br><br>the silence<br>is deafening<br><br>shadow <br>in your <br>hand<\/p>\n\n\n\n<iframe style=\"border-radius:12px\" src=\"https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/embed\/track\/5wXgiuTSlS3z3hrVK9GGvJ?utm_source=generator&amp;theme=0\" width=\"100%\" height=\"152\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen=\"\" allow=\"autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; fullscreen; picture-in-picture\" loading=\"lazy\"><\/iframe>\n\n\n\n<p><em>(from \u201craised by swans is the name of a man, vol. 2: run with the silent wildfires\u201d. available now (CD copies via bandcamp). all lyrics and music written and performed by e. howden)<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>#13 of 20. sharing the songs individually wasn&#8217;t meant to take nearly this long.the remaining eight will be posted over the next two weeks or so. i hope everyone&#8217;s okay.love,eric.p.s. CD copies of both the new album and volume 1 (which includes &#8220;trains we both missed&#8221; and &#8220;pale blue black holes&#8221; as bonus tracks) are <a class=\"read-more\" href=\"https:\/\/raisedbyswans.com\/?p=3671\">[&hellip;]<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"spay_email":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_is_tweetstorm":false},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/s5PGUp-3671","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/raisedbyswans.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3671"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/raisedbyswans.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/raisedbyswans.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/raisedbyswans.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/raisedbyswans.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3671"}],"version-history":[{"count":27,"href":"https:\/\/raisedbyswans.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3671\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3703,"href":"https:\/\/raisedbyswans.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3671\/revisions\/3703"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/raisedbyswans.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3671"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/raisedbyswans.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3671"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/raisedbyswans.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3671"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}